I wanted to take some time to ask questions regarding Genesis 7 before I moved on this week. Adam, be sure to check the comments. I have a question or two for you.....
I hate feeling like God is not there; that He's not real anymore, real to 'me' anymore. I was hoping secretly that another positive thing of being single again, out of my previous painful relationship, that my faith would come back..........but it's not (wipes tear). It really sucks to have lost it. To not feel like I believe anymore......to just spend my days thinking about how to keep working to pay my bills, keep food in my fridge, and have a little left over to get a cd or some Thai food on rare occasions. Who am I anymore? sigh...............
I'll continue on Genesis 8 after the discussion ends on chapter 7. I love you guys, keep me in your prayers....c
(on a silly happy note, "so why did I cry at the end of Made on MTV tonight?" I was so happy (surfing episode) that I cried for the girl on the show. I'm such a goofball -laughs at self, grin.)
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