Time

(listening to Fold Zandura, self-titled)

It's been 6 months now......from when I walked away. My heart still hurts, I still have dreams about him, I still wonder if he's over me, if I screwed up by breaking up with him. I still feel hurt by the things he did. I still feel happy over the times he treated me right........... I just feel a lot right now. I know that it was time for me to walk away.....I just hope that God can heal my heart.......and that there is someone out there for me. Someone for me to love and to be loved by......... Sometimes I wonder, "who could like me? I'm so awkward and peculiar.", but I guess that I should see myself as special and deserving of love. I'll just continue to pray that I will heal so that if that day comes I will feel complete and not toss my baggage in for the ride....

God please heal my broken heart........ and take care of his............