1:21 pm: Need to be a good girl. Shower and then clean up some around the house to feel productive. DeKooning (my fish) is due to have his fish bowl cleaned, plus I need to wash some clothes. All of this to hopefully create some daylight time for me to paint. It used to be in college that I painted more at night, but something in me says that I'll probably do better during the day at this point of 2003. It will help me from getting sad and meddle on things that will put me in a 'too alone' type of mood.