My current existence is filled with boxes, tape, and less furniture. Moving to Jason's home by the end of May to start the road to engagement/marriage. He'll stay with his family most of the time for moral reasons. Gottah get the past behind me, warm up these 'cold-feet' of mine, and move forward with my best-friend (Jason) by my side. Moved the majority of my furniture while we were also moving furniture Jason and I were donating to a family member who lost their home due to the Tornadoes last week. My apartment now sits with only a coffee table, small tv, chair, and bed. I have two closets of stuff and knick-knacks still to pack. Sitting here on the floor using my computer since there is no desk or table anymore. It's kind of freeing to be without major furniture for a while. Keeps things simple while I finish up my packing.
It hit me today that I'm really doing this......I'm really moving to Jason's to jump feet first into things that I fear (for one reason, or another). But that is my life. I fear many things but only realize it was all in my head after I force myself to take a leap of faith. God has given me a peace about this "Move In and Move Forward" as my brother called it. So I guess that is the main thing that matters........God will get me through it like he always tells me He will. Or as Jason tells me when I get worried about the future and all that it brings......Just Keep Swimming.
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that's awesome! so proud of you, cindar!
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